Are you kidding me?

I am really irked at my ex Stephen. He now has decided, since I am happy with someone else, that he wants me and that I never gave him a chance.

Buddy, you didn't want to be in a serious relationship with me. You changed your mind about wanting marriage. And more importantly, you still don't know what you'd do with me if I said, "Lets be together."
You wanted me, you got me.
Then you decided you didnt want it, so I broke it off.
Now someone else has me, and now you want me.
Tough luck bud. Aint gonna happen.

I cant do it! I cannot be with someone who may or may not want to be with me in the future. Things with max may not work out, but its hella fun being with him and I don't have to worry, I just enjoy when we are together. It is so refreshing to be with someone who wants to be around you, who craves your prescence and your kisses.

:) So for now, Im happy. But, I cant keep a man, so who knows the future!

PS

Booooo to all the men who come and go so quickly in my life.

:)

I have 2 hours til Max picks me up, and boy am I just wasting time here on the web.
The other night max and I were laying in the back of his pickup truck star gazing, and we saw a shooting star! I have actually never seen one before, and this one looked like a firework, it was so bright!
I went to Bishop Museum today and spent nearly 4 hours there! Wow time flies!
MMM what else to say? Oh yeah, my work family is moving to California next spring and leaving me here. :( boo hoo.

:) At least I get to dance tonight!

Self-Centered

I had the kids I nanny for a whole weekend while the parents were in vegas.
And I have found out that I am much too self-centered to have kids yet. When the baby woke up at 2am I would be like, "Ohh...its too early...". I did go and get her...but I reeeeally wanted to sleep. Yeah, I like my life just the way it is. Ill wait till I have that awesome hubby sleepin next to me that i could nudge and say, "The baby is awake..."

;)

I dream of an Organic Life

I have been reading a friend's blog and replied to one of her comments, and figured that I should post the info of what i wrote here!
I strive to live a green life and eat a lot of organic food, Its just better for you and keeps my body so healthy! Ive only been sick twice this year, and one of those times I only knew I was sick because I randomly took my temp!

I love me some Whole Foods...but it can get expensive. Its nice to go there to see what organic products are reliable, and then see if I can find them in other stores! :)

Oh, and for food, its best to always get the "dirty dozen" organic.
The dirty dozen are the most highly contaminated foods with pesticides and chemicals — even after washing and peeling.

The Dirty Dozen:
Peaches
Apples
Celery
Nectarines
Strawberries
Kale
Leafy Greens
Grapes
Carrots
Pears
Tomatoes
Potatoes

And of course, always get organic meat, milk and coffee.

Here are some things you don't have to buy organic:
Onion
Avocado
Pineapple
Mango
Corn
Asparagus
Sweet Peas
Kiwi
Cabbage
Eggplant
Papaya
Watermelon
Broccoli
Sweet Potatoes
[Source: thedailygreen.com]

So kids, here's the bottom line. If you can afford to, do it. If you cant afford to, do it a little bit at a time. The earlier, the better. Oh, and do it for your kids too. you'll find your kids to be healthier and you'll relax knowing that you aren't feeding them and yourself chemicals and carcinogens!

Dancing under the Neon Moon

So Stephen and I went to the lessons. And man, its so much harder than I thought! But, I did teach him to two-step and he picked up on it so quickly. We two-stepped around the floor and were able to dance in sync. It was so awesome. I have wanted (for a long time now) to have a guy I date dance with me. It so romantic and something I really love!

:) Sweeet!!!

Dancing

Stephen and I are going to the Pearl Club tonight for some line dancing lessons. I am so thrilled that he wants to learn to line dance with me! :)