Sweet!

I passed my test with an 81%! That means, ladies and gentlemen, that I just tested out of my Health and Fitness class! Super yay!
And I have been freaking out so much about this move and school and the bf and long distance relationships and money that I got my period yesterday. A whopping 10 days early...roughly.
Slow down sister!
Whew...breathe......

Im moving in 17 days. Yikes.

I know I have more to say...but it aint coming out right now.
Toodles!

Test!

I have my first test in a LONG time this morning....yikes!
Its should go well...its just Heath and Fitness! The cut score is a 66%...so I know I will pass this class! (I'm testing out of this class!)

Yikes

I am super stressing about this move. There is just so much to do. On top of school and work, I have to clean out my room and decide what Im keeping and is making the trek to TX, and what is going to a friend/yardsale/goodwill. And then I have to get in all the Heather and Karen time I can before I leave! Oh, and now that I have a bf (I know...ya'll can't keep up with me....heck I can barely keep up as well) I'm seeing him and trying to see if we really wanna do this whole long distance thing in a month. We'll see. He's a sweetie though!!!

Every month I feel cramped in my room and clean it out. I haven't done so in 2 months...and the thought of having to completely clear it out is, well, completely overwhelming. But, I managed to go through pretty much everything and toss things I know I don't really need. I now have a closet full of things I know Im not taking...and then a room full of things Ill need until I leave. Arghh its just so crazy that Im leaving in a month. How in the world did I pack up my whole house in Chicago in less than a week? I guess is was my mom pushing me to get it all done!

Ok Im all fancied up and waiting for a phone call from my man. We are going to see a movie...yay!

Dec. 12th

Thats my move date....

yay!

So many things I love...

Texas BBQ
Good Tex Mex
All my amazing Texas friends
Southern Churches
Cowboys

Ladies and gentlemen, I am coming home! I got a job in Midland, TX and will be headed out there (yikes!) before Christmas. Its bittersweet leaving Hawaii and all my friends and all the hot military men (you knew I was going to say it), but Texas has been calling my name, and now my dream is coming true! Yes, its not in San Antonio, but being in the state is good enough for me!
I will miss Heather and Karen sooo sooo much. They are already making me feel bad for leaving. :( They are definitely my best friends here...I see each one once a week! Ahh our friendship will have to be over a sea now!


New fave song-
Havent Met You Yet- Michael Buble
:)

Dream On...

I had a dream last night that I went and sought out Max and sat him down to talk to him, hear his side of things.
But then I talked so much that I didnt let him tell me his side.And then I woke up. Talk about unresolved problems coming into my dreams.
Anyway, I decided that Id tell Max I just want us to go back to being friends. We'll see what he says. Its Monday, I havent heard from him since Thurs morning. And since Im not his GF...I guess he has no obligation to contact me.
Men!
I dont stand for shit like that. Yes, he has crap going on in his life...but if I meant anything to him I'd have heard from him.
Natalie is completely single again. Bring on the men!

Rollercoaster

I'm seriously thinking about stopping dating. Like now.
Not that I don't like it, because I love it.
But I feel like these men are just coming and going so quickly in my life. As soon as I feel like I might have one...poof he's gone. And I am an incurable romantic and optimist...so I get super excited when I'm with a guy who might actually be someone. And then he isn't.
PS I don't think things are working out with Max.

But y'all know me well enough to know that I won't stop dating.
I'm too man crazy.

Is that horrible?

I hate...

When a guy gets to me where I start to miss him.
Damn. Damn. Damn. I so didnt expect this.