How perfect...

So I posted earlier today that i had a sense of peace.
And then my ex, we'll call him Joe, starts texting me. he is obviously mad. Then after a few texts where I can tell he's upset but he wont say so, he cuts to the chase. "So you have a bf?" he says. I say yep. And a few...more like 50, texts later I come away with this...he figured that we were going to get back together when I came back. he never bothered to ask me if it was a possibility, or even say, hey, I want to take you out when you're back. Yes, we said we missed eachother. And I do miss what we had, it was nice. But, it left me with a heartache and I dont want that again. he's sad now. He says "sigh" and "cry...".

Am I supposed to go back to him now that he says he has changed? Now he wants to be married and he really likes me (a lot) and wants to be with me. Folks, he wanted to be with me before. The when he had me, he decided he didnt want a serious relatiomship and he did not see getting married or having kids in his future. At all.
Sorry...Even if i was single, I can't go through all that drama again. I hate drama., Those of you know...if there is drama around me...I leave...can't stand it!!!
And since I have a wonderful guy who brings me stability and a sense of calm in my life, Im not giving that up. No never!
Sorry Joe.

So now I'm trying to regain that sense of peace. :) Too bad B is still working...it would be sooo nice to hear his voice.
But I'll talk to his cousin. :) The closest I can get.

:) Toodles!