I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. I seriously love Brandon but it kills me when i don't hear from him for days. He just doesn't think about me. I mean, is it too much to send me one text to say "I'm gonna be busy this weekend, i probably wont be in touch"?
I really think I'm inconsequential to is life. He has me, great! He doesn't have me, eh. Isnt it the woman who is supposed to tell the guy "I could be with anyone else but I choose to be with you."? I feel likes hes with me cause its easy and the sex is great. I sometimes wonder why Im with him.
I wonder if Id be happier alone. Or happier with someone else.
I wonder when i'll slip and say i love him.
I wonder if that'll be the end, a really awkward moment, or the best thing ever.
Deep down I know it wont be the latter.
And most of the time i wonder if i over think everything.
I can only be the understanding gf for so long. Til I break.
Is it wrong that I feel so good when a stranger compliments me?
maybe because my bf never has. :(
Or at least I cant ever remember it.
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