Diary of the sleep deprived traveler

I dont know what I was thinking having the Coastie spend the night last night. Did I seriouslty think that any lingering feeling we both had wouldnt manifest themselves? I am so irritated at Cody for how he acted last night. He was on my computer all up in my personal stuff, trying to read my diary (again...), and kept being nosy about who i was talking to online and what we were talking about.
I was talking to this really nice guy Max, and I had to keep closing my laptop because Senor Nosypants kept trying to read my crap! Does he not realize that friends dont do that junk? Does he not realize friends dont force hugs or massages...and they certainly do not kiss their so called friend. He was the one who wanted this friendship. Yet he cant even do what he supposedly wants!
I made it clear to him last night that it was fine that he didnt want to date me. Complicated and not quite comprehensible...buut fine. But i made it clear that that was it...there will never be an us again. I will date...and it will not be him. Period.
I thought he was different. Crazy military men!!

One of my friends is pregnant. I just found out this morning and I am not really sure what to say about it or to her.
I was to be so supportive of her because I know no one else will. She dated this guy for just a bit, and certainly didnt plan this. She gave up on dating him because of is immaturity. :(
All I know is I need to be there for her, as a friend should. :) So sweets, if youre reading this, I know I didnt say anything to you this morning...it really wasnt the best time for me to be able to talk to you...since i was trying to watch Austin and my luggage.
But know I am here for you. What happened has happened, lets not rehash the past.
I am here for you. Love!

In related news...Im going to be an Auntie!! (hawaiian slang for the baby's mother's friend)

I am on my flight right now. I am trying to watch Ghosts of Girlfriends Past. The only problem is the screen is far away (i am in the last row on the plane) and its kind of a crappy quality tv. But hey, something is always better than nothing....remember that!! Except when it comes to relationships....then I say go for the gold!

Ok, Im tired of this. For now. Ciao baby!!

Ok...its an hour later and I am still bored. But I learned something from the movie...I need to move on from the guys that are fixer-uppers. I need a strong, mature, moral and independent man who wants to be with me and will move heaven and earth to be with me.

It is now 8:25 pm in Hawaii...which means its 12:25 am here in Ft. Collins, CO. I need to get to bed because I have breakfast to attend at 7:30 am!! I love this Bed and Breakfast so far!!!